Thursday, May 08, 2008

This afternoon, the freeway near San Diego, my sister's truck blew a tire.
According to information I've recieved so far, her truck rolled over and flipped several times.
She died at the scene.

I've got a lot sitting in my lap at the moment. I'm always the one everybody leans on. It's been that way since I was an early teen.
Got two hysterical parents at opposite ends of the country, a brother,nephews and nieces, arrangements to take care of.
Duty calls.
Again.

All I want to do right now is grab a bottle and find oblivion.

I really don't much care right now.
I feel alone.
Because I am.
Fuck the world.
Fuck it all.

Don't know when I'll be back.

30 comments:

Uncle Ben said...

Gino, I'm so sorry...

Tracy said...

Dude, I'm speechless.

I know there's a way I can help. Name it.

Vanesa Littlecrow W. said...

Oh Gino... I'm so sorry. You take it gently.

Allan said...

I'm very sorry, Gino. Words also fail me beyond that point. But say the word, and I'll do what I can.

RW said...

Prayers for you Gino. Hard ones.

Miss Britt said...

Prayers for you that you find the strength AND the comfort. And the quiet place.

Avitable said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

Palm boy said...

Take your time, I'll be praying for you.

Ville said...

***hug***

Ville said...

***hug***

Tug said...

Many thoughts and prayers to help you and your family through this.

Brian said...

Words fail. I cannot even imagine what this feels like.

Whatever you need, name it.

Bike Bubba said...

Prayin' for ya. Remember you're not quite alone, even though it feels like it.

The Law Fairy said...

Gino, I'm so sorry. You'll be in my prayers.

BarnGoddess said...

I'll be thinking about you Gino. I am sending you lots of strength in this time....I am so sorry.

((hugs))

matkins said...

So sorry for your loss.

Aunt Robin said...

You and yours are in my thoughts, Gino.

little-cicero said...

You're not alone. God Bless.

Girl, Dislocated said...

I'm so sorry, Gino. You have obviously been a pillar of strength for others throughout your life, and I'm praying you find some extra strength to get through this devastating time.

Jade said...

Gino - I'm so sorry. Let me know if there is anything I can do.

sligo said...

hold on, Gino, hold on. hurt, we're all hurting with you. collapse onto us, we're here for you.

as you do what you must over the next few days, you and your family are who we think about.

be angry, find peace, our love to you.

DaisyJo said...

I'm so sorry.

Anonymous said...

Gino

My thoughts are with you and your family.

Take care.


Chills

Mark Heuring said...

We're praying for you and your family, good sir. All of us.

Mark, Jill, Ben and Maria

Mike said...

So sorry to read about your loss, Gino.

netpilot said...

I'm really sorry to hear this Gino. I wish there was something I can do.

You aren't alone though. The responses to this make that obvious.

Right Hook said...

My deepest sypathy. As trite as it may sound, remember to keep the faith, not only for your sake but for your sister's.

God bless.

Guitarman said...

Wow! How are you holding up? Praying for your family at these times.

*~*Cece*~* said...

I'm very late on this but I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. {{hugs}}

Strolling Amok said...

Very sorry to hear about your sister. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.